rocksea and sarah » cms college http://www.rocksea.org Experiments with prakriti; our own & life around. For educational, environmental & entertainment purposes. Mon, 08 Mar 2010 07:58:09 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.1 en hourly 1 those days with mickey and CMS college http://www.rocksea.org/poems/those-days-with-mickey-and-cms-college http://www.rocksea.org/poems/those-days-with-mickey-and-cms-college#comments Thu, 15 Dec 2005 13:04:38 +0000 rocksea http://www.rocksea.org/poemz/those-days-with-mickey-and-cms-college/ Years later, today I tried to retrace the path I once used to take so often. My passion of birds and nature…I used to go with mickey to the nearby ‘parambu’,,,,those days.. we spent a lot of time there watching just nothing.
Today again I sat at the same spot from where I used to watch and study the ‘golden backed woodpecker’ at its nest and the ’small green barbet’ bringing feed to its chicks.. I used to sit there endlessly, without changing my pose, the mosquitoes used to suck out my blood.. those two palm trees which gave life to those birds and me are not there now and it was already dark that the birds had disappeared to their nests. But I still love the place. It was there I found those hundreds of migratory ‘munias’. It was there I always went for some company of my mother nature. It was there I first found the ‘Indian pitta’. When did I stop going there? I want to revive all those days.. obviously everything stopped when I joined cusat and then I didn’t have any time to go anywhere. You know one thing, my dreams used to fill up with birds than with girls when I was in cms. u’ve seen the campus there. Therez lot of forest around, which was my ideal place and I used to get lost in it, forgetting everything else. Once I got the long hide of a snake, which I took to the hostel and put in the cupboard. One of the guys came, opened it and was shaken to his toenails that he never stopped calling me names for that!

Sept 28, 2002

mickey died, june 2004. i cudnt be with him in his last days and cud only cry from here.now am growing  a feeling that hez always with me, playing around me

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dessert mist, that every day icecream parlor during my bsc physics@CMS college kottayam. sometimes when u wait 4 someone, u jot down on the tissue.

Every man has his days
of ups and downs
I think my bad days
are over by now
Shall I bury those wretched moments
Or shall the eternal happiness (as I feel)
now I’ve, gain over them?
Yes, I am the Phoenix bird
Now my wings have sprouted
Shall I flutter away?
Or shall I browse the ashes
to feed the remains?

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I can’t remember anything
Only that loneliness
Floats upside down
in my reflections
A thick film
I can’t see anything
thru’ it

dessert mist notes, 97

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but it’s love which counts
a bunch of roses i bought
red roses
charming, gleaming with passion

her eyes caught the roses
its beauty was enhanced in those glowing eyes
i saw more of them than i saw her, in her eyes
i was such proud of my roses
the roses that sketched my own love

but she
she took them in her hands
she talked to me, twisting the bunch in her hands
petals came one by one
she found fun in flying them
in the breeze that passed by
a thorn caught her hand
and she looked at me with anger
–she threw them away
my roses–

a stampede of human feet came
crushing the roses into the mud
the petals of love
the petals of love
the fragrance of love
the beauty of love
the silence of love
all diminished into mere dirt
there they lie kissing the earth
wetting it in red blood
____ my heart was in those roses_

skeleton of poetry writing, CMS college, 2000

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I found my home in her
Where I have
The most solacing weather
Her smile overflows my heart
It makes everything sweet
I look upon her
Like the cutest pearl I’ve seen
I clasp her arms in mine
And then her eyes spurt
In the sheer joy of love
;she is my woman
Like a child I find comfort
Over her warm breasts
Her heartbeats I perceive
My cheeks would glow with her love
Her lips
It even touches my heart
Into the depths…
Would her warm kisses float
;she is my woman
Every corner of my heart
Every moment of my life
Is she

D2 physics, CMS college, 10.09.98

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