My heart lept with an excitement
as I reached his place
And  my steps felt heavy
with the stench of the romance

I had travelled long many times to
meet him
But today, I could not wait long
to see him

I took the stairs to reach the door
and he was waiting to gently usher me in
I felt the nervousness of
the first time experience

He smiled as my eyes roamed around to see
all neatly placed as i peered thru my hair
He unburdened my hands off the card i got him
and walked me to be comfortable on a chair

My nervousness grew
as I placed myself there 
He had an excited haste, came closer
and leaned over reclining my chair

He gazed into me
and I gazed at him
My face showed all and my eyes grew
He spoke nice and assured it will be fine

He approached so much nearer
I lay my head back and my eyes went dim
I opened my mouth slowly
and closed my eyes for him

I could not explain the feeling in me
The smell was all so close and intense
I have to admit that
Between his hands and me there was no fence

It was my first time
I watched and sensed him moving
Then, I felt the prick
I felt the intense pain

I struggled at the ache
He knew I was scared
Yet he, his passion wanted it
and so he continued his dare

Tears rolled down my cheeks
He looked and said it will be over soon
He continued and I asked him to stop a while
He took himself back and allowed my tears to be gone

Coaxing me, he was on me again
I laid there, taking it without a doubt
And then, the push and a pull and the pressure
It was out!

He was relieved and I lay there to feel fine
we were happy, yes, it’s the truth
For he had almost lost his temper
for the want of a tooth!

I miss my tooth- the one that was with me for years!

written in pain….

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